if i can just go back..
back to the time when all i need to worry about is myself..
back to the time when all i need to care for is myself..
back to the time that i dont know what love is, and how to love..
back to the time that when i am hurt and im crying, all they need to give me is a lollipop..
and back to the time when i am innocent about the things around me..
but you came…
you made things a lot different for me..
you gave me reason and purpose for all things…
you taught me how to care a lot..
you taught me how to worry about people..
you taught me how to love and you let me feel how to be loved…
you taught me that happiness is with you..
you taught me how to make promises and making sure that it can be true..
you taught me that evrything can be worthwhile as long as we have each other around..
you taught me not to trust people whole-heartedly..
you taught me that you’re the one i should only trust…
but then…
you made me realize that happiness does not mean forever..
that when you say i should not trust people, i should not trust you as well..
that when you told me you care for me, you didnt mean it..
that when you made promises, most of them are broken..
that when you tell things, most of them are not true…
that when you told me youll be beside me always, youre fingers are crossed….
that when i thought youre a true person, i was talking to hell…
i damn hate this life..
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